::sighs::

[JR]

This past week has been the worst few days I've had in the longest time...last Wednesday my uncle died (which is why I wasn't exactly as chipper when I was talking to aya or crow, which I feel really bad about), then that Thursday I had the go through the wonder of 3 tests and an in class surprise essay...AND it had to be on the day of my uncle's funeral (meaning I had to go to school, but didn't want to)

so...I know its a new week and and all, but I have a project I'm working on due monday, and Interim reports come out this week.....which we top off with my ex-girlfriend finding a guy who could easily be my clone, but apparently is better. So this sucks, and I need a hug...because this weekend sure didn't help much...
Saturday: 8:35 pm
"JR...are you ok?"
"No..very bad week"
"You always have a bad day, why can't you just forget about it?"
"(sarcastically)Oh thanks, that helped alot Theresa...."
(then she procedes to tell me how I'm a whiny little freak, and how she met someone EXACTLY like me...but is better......just shoot me and get it over with....)

[Aya]

I agree JR, I'm about as low as I can be right now, my boyfriend dumps me for his ex grilfriend, and goes on to tell me that he loves me, but he loves her more and bla bla bla the reasons shes better and bla bla....

2ed time I've been dumped, I feel like it'll always be this way, getting dumped, I must not be as nice or as good or as sweet ass I was when I never got dumped...

No one died but my mom and dad have started acting hateful and matts freaking out about bullshit, and I'm loosing my pations and I just want to do one of to things:
Cry until it gets better
Kill something (not myself obviously)

I started sobbing in a Toys R Us parking lot, talk about embarising...and my mother is embarised to be with me because she wonders why I can't dress like normal girls

I feel ugly and stupid and like no one would miss me enough for me to care if I up and went away.

I miss my family because where not going to see them for thanksgiving and it'll be the first thanksgiving and christmas without my grandpa...

This has been horible, I agree

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[JR]

well, I'm glad I'm not alone in this....well, no I'm not...I wish it was just me. I can stand being seen as worthless and alone...I have been for almost my whole life (you start to get used to it), but I don't like seeing other people the same way...

There's nothing wrong with you Aya, and I mean that...your not ugly, or stupid...and if you left the end of my day would suck everyday...

I felt the same way you do know when I was in 10th grade, I just am really good at helping other people's relationships (they could have paid me) but I couldn't help myself...meaning I'm oblivious to flirting...but the point is you get over it, in some form or another. Just give it some time.

[BG]

aya, i noticed that all those links say "ex-boyfriend"


i dont know about the rest of yall...but im not homosexual



hey look i found ayas pic:



muahahahahahahahahahahaha

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BG -

Squirrel OFF. I mean seriously, could you be more of a jackass?

[BG]

a funny picture isnt bad

[Aya]

To bad I'm not ugly...

...

and look like Thelma lol

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JINKIES!!!

[BG]

Thelma?

i always thought it was VELMA


but my opinion doesnt count

[Aya]

I always hated Scooby Doo, I don't expect myself to remeber there names...

Scooby lover =_=

[Jackie]

me too!!! I hate/hated Scooby Doo think its the worst cartoon on the air, why won't we stop the horror!!!

[skull]

"scooby-dooby-doo,where r u?"

scooby-doo is a classic!u cant end it,for if anime doesnt take over the world (wich it will) then scooby doo will eventually

[Aya]

Naw, one day that van will explod...

[JR]

Or one day scooby just loses it and starts foaming at the mouth, he bites one of them and they're forced to take hime down.

Now that would be an episode lol